these words have such profound resonance…

…on those days that i loathe looking into the mirror…

…a mirrored V.A.T.S.; i deconstruct myself and weigh each part…

… to speculate the “If i were … ” … [.. taller.. thinner.. ]

…mentally morphing our physical features into some distorted ideal…

…in order to discard the mask of the pariah..

*your blog serves to give strength to those whom struggle to cast off the
yoke of the self-loathing and downtrodden.. the fear of failure, of judgement,
of rejection.. those are the brands of a former husk. this year we break out;
we molt.

my priority has been to help people [w/o judgement] with my skills.
to care less about my physical dimensions and strive to be healthy.

although admittedly, my heaviest burdens are that of carrying grudges…

its a downward spiral, i know..

one day at a time.. right?..

i try not to let yesterdays memories adversely affect tomorrows choices.

to release the desires of my vapid-self..

i pray for forgiveness.. for myself and others…

“Smile. Enjoy. Be Positive.”

indeed,

-s